Hi random blog post (again)

Hi first before I start this post I want to say happy birthday to my ultimate BFF Olivia! So yes I just got back from visiting my cousins in Nottingham. Last night I had the weirdest dream.(this is going to be random) If you think about it the world was nothing and, basically what I found out about in this dream was I DON'T WANT TO DIE! Well in about three days time I am going into year six and am quite excited about it. The other day my mum took me out for a special day in Oxford to get a school bag and got a LUSH one from Claire's and I love it! Today all the girls in the family (Me,Lily,Deborah,Betty,Mum and my grandma) went into town and my auntie Deborah bought me a suit jacket from Zara that I love. Build a bears are one of the many things I love. (please don't judge me)! Can I just tell you what I wanna be when I'm older, I would desperately like to be a athlete like Jessica Ennis. But not a hurdler so a cross between Usain Bolt and Jessica Ennis. If you are in year six and the oldest in the school do you think it would be stupid if you had a p.e bag with a bear head on it then a matching one for your bear? If you would like to reply to that question please do. I am not paticularly sure what to put next. Hi everyone out there if you are reading this blog then thank you very much.

The Olympics and my dad

Hi guys sorry I haven't posted in a while but I wanted to postabout  the Olympics and how it is unfair for me and some other children with police men for dads. The reason for that is beacause the Olympics will be so hectic and they'll need the right kind of security so all the police men are not allowed a holiday/ one day off. This is bad because it means that we can't go on a holiday really which I think is unfair. If we did go on holiday I would choose to go in a caravan maybe borrow someones because we don't have one. That is not the only reason it is kind of unfair having a police man as a dad because he is hardly ever here. But there are up sides too like once my dad taught me how to box and he promised to have a match of it with me Abe and Betty. And once he put handcuffs on us too and they really hurt your wrists.



P.S. It is now the half term holidays. I AM HAVING AN EYE TEST TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I have alwyas wanted an eye test!!!! which I know sounds wierd. But thats just how I work.

A little post to make up!!!!!

Hi I'm soooooooooo sorry I haven't posted for ages,lots have happened since then. One of which was me becoming ten!!!!!!!!! Tomorrow is my best friends party and I have to practise my guitar because I'm playing Adele rolling in the deep as my guitar teacher taught me that.Another thing that happened was my mum had her birthday and to be quite honest is still celebrating it now!!!!!!! She sent my dad a birthday card becoz it was my dads birthday two days ago and inside it it read:
One year older and still looking fine!!(that was printed on the card)Underneath she wrote:
Me that is!!!!! Honestly.
Did I mention that me and my mum watch corrie together??????
My topic at school is world war two and I am really getting into it. I have  started writing diary entries about being a jew in hiding on my mums work computer. Please leave a comment I will post another one tomorrow and will nag my mum to do one too, wish me luck with my diary entries!!!!!!! See ya tomorrow!!!!
P.S: I am making a scrap book out of pictures from  my mums Grazia magazine!!!!!!

Sunshine Part Two

9yr old is finally in bed. My bed, but bed, none the less. I have been absolutely amazed by how much she feels the death (almost-possibly-not-sure-death) of Sunshine (hamster) is her fault. You always hear it, as an adult, how much a child blames themselves for divorce (and worse), but I could never really understand it. Like it was written in a text book, that you know is right, but don't really have a connection with. But tonight, she listed 5 things that she could have done better, that would have meant Sunshine lived longer. Which she wouldn't have done - Nell - when you read this. x

I suppose we all do it, when someone/thing dies, we think of all the things we would have liked to have done differently. We blame ourselves for all the things we could have done better - but then hopefully, with Gin and a few years of experience, we move on and realise it's all part of life (sometimes not - for the really big things -but you know what I mean). But kids are too little to get 'life'. Life is 'now' and that means she really does feel responsible, because she has no larger frame of reference, to give it any perspective, than her small 9 years here. And I never would have quite known that, had we not decided to set up this blog. I love that she could so honestly and openly, explain here, how she felt and that it prompted us to sit and cuddle and chat and try to make it all a little bit better.

So the conclusion? Every parent and child should have a blog. Every parent should CHECK whether the hamster is dead before announcing it is and trying to bury it. And every parent should carry hip flasks of Gin, in case of emotional meltdowns on the way back from Brownies, for which they were totally unprepared.

Sunshine

Hi this is the worst night of my life because I just found out that my hamster might be DEAD and at first I took it really well but after brownies I didn't. So now I am in the worst state ever. I think the reason that I did this was because my friend was here so I guess I just didn't wanna embarrass myself. But the worst thing is this is the first pet death I have had since I was two and obviously had no clue what was going on.I feel terrible because if I had given her more excersice she would've lived longer. Sorry I haven't been posting for the last few days I have been really busy. I really do not wanna go to school tomorrow as I will feel too terrible too. Unfortunately I have given myself a splitting headache as I have not stopped crying for the past half an hour. I don't really know what too write apart from I will miss you loads Sunshine.

" Not a big deal"

Hi sorry this post is a bit late because I am a bit upset because our stats are going down. Boo Hoo poor me. Did I mention yesterday that I have started walking to school in the mornings . My mum thins it's this huge big deal but I'm like "It's no big deal" and she's like "Oh but it is" When I say by myself I mean with the twins at the top of the road ( and yes they are boys) But the down side is that it means literally getting up and getting dressed, shovelling toast down, hair then out the door. This morning when I was about to go I went to get my school bag from the boot of the car then I went in to get my coat from the house 'cause they were waiting behind our hedge and my brother when I opened the door he shoved me out so I kinda had to shout "Bye" while the door was open fr a split second. He seemed satisfied to get rid of me. This was completely taken by surprise but this morning both my brother AND my sister went to school. Today at school I made up what an Odge is and mine was a pocket sized kitten with a digital brain and it could blend in with everything and also it could come in any colour. I am not really sure what to write now but can I just say that it is double CORY tonight and also the story at the moment is great I don't really think that Peter Barlow killed Frank Foster anyway bye for now.

P.s I am eating my DINNER.

the Cheshire Cat

Hi right now I am in my mums room again this time with the room pitch black and a bright white screen in front of me. Luckily my brother is better and do you no how we can tell? He is annoying everybody again. Today after school I went to my friends house and my other friend came along. We played on the trampoline most of the time but to start of with we went to her room.I am in a very good mood today because it is double CORY this evening so I tend too be in better moods on Monday,Thursday and Friday evenings.At school today I learnt something, and that something was the fact that I really like poetry books and in fact I think they are my favourite type of book and I am revising the poem The Kings Breakfast, I already know the first 2 verses and I won't recite them to you now. I am kinda stuck on what to say oh yeah that was it. Today my teacher got into a huge moan and got so angry that he took D and T away from us!!!!!! The only fun lesson we have which I kinda HATED. So OK I just completely forgot what I was going to say. I think I better go now oh actually that was it!!! In two weeks time (because our topic is Alice in Wonderland at school) we are having a mad hatters tea party and we get to dress up as any character from Alice in Wonderland and so obviously I will be the Cheshire Cat because I just love him!!!! Anyways bye for now:)