OMG,HGM!!!!!!!! More and more like my mother everyday!

Hi this post is about my obsessive love for Suzanne Collins. If you are reading this (but most likely you are not, Ruby Redforts rule 11: Expect the unexpected and be ready for anything.) I love your books too much!!! Which is typical because as I am unexplainably squeamish it is most unspiffing what the storys are about. Yet me and my best friend Sophie are obsessed. Even our halloween costumes are based on her books!!! Also another book I absaloutely recommend is Ruby Redfort. She is this secret spy, but not as you would expect her to be... Oh great now I sound like one of those people who are wierd (they don't have a name, they are just wierd.) WARNING: I am going to have a rant ( getting more and more like my mother everyday) anyway BIG WRITE THE DEMON SUBJECT so basically in our school we have big write and its the worst (and I thought I hated maths). All you have to do is sit for 45 minutes and WRITE, THATS IT I know right!!! I know what you are thinking 'what is the point in that' I understand. SO JUST REMEMBER IF YOU'RE SCHOOL START BIG WRITE, PROTEST !!!!!!!!!  And thats coming from someone who has been through the torture at least 20 times. Me and one of my other best friends, have calculated how many big writes there are until we leave school (only a bit of a year left until I am officially year seven!!)


YOURS ,
NELL (ok lets not get formal after all these posts)
bye see ya later ,
NELL

not utter dissapointment but still...

Hi this year my christmas play is the lion king and I really wanted the part of Zazu the crazy bird but I'm a narrator. Not complaining or anything... Apparently I am a very confident reader according to my teacher and my HEADTEACHER. I do not believe them, because every time I read out loud not in front of my family I go bright red in the face and stumble! Although my teaher gave me the part of the understudy of Nala so that made me so happy!!! So technically this post is not a moan (wow thats an exciting twist) My catch phrase sorry if this paragraph is a bit boring I only just woke up! 

OMG I am best friends with the most popular girl in the school!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVERYBODY MUST READ THE HUNGER GAMES all three books are amazing!! I warn you I am dangerously obsessed! Me and sophie have managed to make evertthing about it we even made up hunt dancing so this is a review-ish thing and WATCH THE FILM I AM SCARILY SQUEAMISH AND  I LOVED IT!!!thanks for reading!!!!

Nell

Hi random blog post (again)

Hi first before I start this post I want to say happy birthday to my ultimate BFF Olivia! So yes I just got back from visiting my cousins in Nottingham. Last night I had the weirdest dream.(this is going to be random) If you think about it the world was nothing and, basically what I found out about in this dream was I DON'T WANT TO DIE! Well in about three days time I am going into year six and am quite excited about it. The other day my mum took me out for a special day in Oxford to get a school bag and got a LUSH one from Claire's and I love it! Today all the girls in the family (Me,Lily,Deborah,Betty,Mum and my grandma) went into town and my auntie Deborah bought me a suit jacket from Zara that I love. Build a bears are one of the many things I love. (please don't judge me)! Can I just tell you what I wanna be when I'm older, I would desperately like to be a athlete like Jessica Ennis. But not a hurdler so a cross between Usain Bolt and Jessica Ennis. If you are in year six and the oldest in the school do you think it would be stupid if you had a p.e bag with a bear head on it then a matching one for your bear? If you would like to reply to that question please do. I am not paticularly sure what to put next. Hi everyone out there if you are reading this blog then thank you very much.

The Olympics and my dad

Hi guys sorry I haven't posted in a while but I wanted to postabout  the Olympics and how it is unfair for me and some other children with police men for dads. The reason for that is beacause the Olympics will be so hectic and they'll need the right kind of security so all the police men are not allowed a holiday/ one day off. This is bad because it means that we can't go on a holiday really which I think is unfair. If we did go on holiday I would choose to go in a caravan maybe borrow someones because we don't have one. That is not the only reason it is kind of unfair having a police man as a dad because he is hardly ever here. But there are up sides too like once my dad taught me how to box and he promised to have a match of it with me Abe and Betty. And once he put handcuffs on us too and they really hurt your wrists.



P.S. It is now the half term holidays. I AM HAVING AN EYE TEST TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I have alwyas wanted an eye test!!!! which I know sounds wierd. But thats just how I work.

A little post to make up!!!!!

Hi I'm soooooooooo sorry I haven't posted for ages,lots have happened since then. One of which was me becoming ten!!!!!!!!! Tomorrow is my best friends party and I have to practise my guitar because I'm playing Adele rolling in the deep as my guitar teacher taught me that.Another thing that happened was my mum had her birthday and to be quite honest is still celebrating it now!!!!!!! She sent my dad a birthday card becoz it was my dads birthday two days ago and inside it it read:
One year older and still looking fine!!(that was printed on the card)Underneath she wrote:
Me that is!!!!! Honestly.
Did I mention that me and my mum watch corrie together??????
My topic at school is world war two and I am really getting into it. I have  started writing diary entries about being a jew in hiding on my mums work computer. Please leave a comment I will post another one tomorrow and will nag my mum to do one too, wish me luck with my diary entries!!!!!!! See ya tomorrow!!!!
P.S: I am making a scrap book out of pictures from  my mums Grazia magazine!!!!!!

Sunshine Part Two

9yr old is finally in bed. My bed, but bed, none the less. I have been absolutely amazed by how much she feels the death (almost-possibly-not-sure-death) of Sunshine (hamster) is her fault. You always hear it, as an adult, how much a child blames themselves for divorce (and worse), but I could never really understand it. Like it was written in a text book, that you know is right, but don't really have a connection with. But tonight, she listed 5 things that she could have done better, that would have meant Sunshine lived longer. Which she wouldn't have done - Nell - when you read this. x

I suppose we all do it, when someone/thing dies, we think of all the things we would have liked to have done differently. We blame ourselves for all the things we could have done better - but then hopefully, with Gin and a few years of experience, we move on and realise it's all part of life (sometimes not - for the really big things -but you know what I mean). But kids are too little to get 'life'. Life is 'now' and that means she really does feel responsible, because she has no larger frame of reference, to give it any perspective, than her small 9 years here. And I never would have quite known that, had we not decided to set up this blog. I love that she could so honestly and openly, explain here, how she felt and that it prompted us to sit and cuddle and chat and try to make it all a little bit better.

So the conclusion? Every parent and child should have a blog. Every parent should CHECK whether the hamster is dead before announcing it is and trying to bury it. And every parent should carry hip flasks of Gin, in case of emotional meltdowns on the way back from Brownies, for which they were totally unprepared.

Sunshine

Hi this is the worst night of my life because I just found out that my hamster might be DEAD and at first I took it really well but after brownies I didn't. So now I am in the worst state ever. I think the reason that I did this was because my friend was here so I guess I just didn't wanna embarrass myself. But the worst thing is this is the first pet death I have had since I was two and obviously had no clue what was going on.I feel terrible because if I had given her more excersice she would've lived longer. Sorry I haven't been posting for the last few days I have been really busy. I really do not wanna go to school tomorrow as I will feel too terrible too. Unfortunately I have given myself a splitting headache as I have not stopped crying for the past half an hour. I don't really know what too write apart from I will miss you loads Sunshine.